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Hi, long time no see! 
This journal maybe has the most unnecessary-sounding header ever
But well, I'm not talking about cleaning of my house, but cleaning of my dA-gallery.
Yeah I know I've been absent for a long time because of work and school. I'm still warning a bit about inactivity in dA because March is coming aaand it means pre-assignments to universities of applied sciences for me. Yup, I'm still trying to get in for the 4th time. However, I'm going to graduate from local vocational school this spring too, so things aren't that bad at all.
As you can see in my profile panels, I've been here since 2012 (over 5 years that's pretty much) and I kind of feel like giving a little face lift to my gallery feed and remove some old drawings. Hope you don't mind about it. Every deviation brings confusing much memories though, but I don't feel like showing them in public anymore. Well, by looking at them, you may see a bit improvement (I really hope so) compared to nowadays what comes to my drawing style but... Yeah. You probably know what I'm trying to tell: one day you'll need a bit fresh air and let some old stuff just go. I have, however, stored all my old drawings in a drawer so I'm not going to vanish those things from my life once and for all.
I hope you guys are doing well. A new spring is soon here (even though we're currently having -20 °C / -4 °F here in Finland lol) and it makes even me, a tiny grumpy darkling, feel a bit merrier.
In other words,
have a nice today and tomorrow and keep aiming!
This journal maybe has the most unnecessary-sounding header ever
But well, I'm not talking about cleaning of my house, but cleaning of my dA-gallery.Yeah I know I've been absent for a long time because of work and school. I'm still warning a bit about inactivity in dA because March is coming aaand it means pre-assignments to universities of applied sciences for me. Yup, I'm still trying to get in for the 4th time. However, I'm going to graduate from local vocational school this spring too, so things aren't that bad at all.
As you can see in my profile panels, I've been here since 2012 (over 5 years that's pretty much) and I kind of feel like giving a little face lift to my gallery feed and remove some old drawings. Hope you don't mind about it. Every deviation brings confusing much memories though, but I don't feel like showing them in public anymore. Well, by looking at them, you may see a bit improvement (I really hope so) compared to nowadays what comes to my drawing style but... Yeah.
You probably know what I'm trying to tell: one day you'll need a bit fresh air and let some old stuff just go. I have, however, stored all my old drawings in a drawer so I'm not going to vanish those things from my life once and for all.I hope you guys are doing well. A new spring is soon here (even though we're currently having -20 °C / -4 °F here in Finland lol) and it makes even me, a tiny grumpy darkling, feel a bit merrier.
In other words,
have a nice today and tomorrow and keep aiming!
Spring vibes n' future plans
It's already been a while since I've written a word here, and things are rolling on. Calmly and by their own terms, I'd like to say, even though my mood has been taking quite some swings and I've not felt especially happy lately. But - my thesis of this uni of applied sciences in which I've been studying since autumn 2018, is now done! :dummy: Actually it's been finished over a month already, but I'm still cleaning the mess of those intense times and trying to get focused on new things. Like, graduating. Woohoo! :w00t: For that I'm at least joyful, even though the uncertainty of future is rather worrying, even scary. But I think that's part of the deal and natural to feel that way in the peak of new life phase. Here I am having some tea while participating to the official presentations of our theses last month. Everyone had worked really, really hard and I'm very proud of my classmates as well. :heart: :) So I'm going to write separate journal of the thesis at some point
Yuletime greetings
It seems that all the dearest grandmas are leaving this world at the same year. My grandma from mother's side passed away little over a week ago. It was an accident, and none of us didn't really expect it. I mean, she neither, it seemed. She fell at one morning while getting up and broke her hip and even though we thought it could probably be fixed, the first night she spent at hospital, she passed away at her sleep. Our grandma had a weak, yet extremely gutsy heart - she was 93-years old. But in amidst all this sorrow again we all feel this tiny spark of peace and relief. Our grandma had a lot of pain due to her high age and problems in neck vertebrae and joints. She also had difficulties to breath after she suffered a pneumonia a few years ago. So... Even though this hurts us deeply to lose her, we know now that she isn't going to suffer anymore. I hope that wherever she is now, she's hopefully somewhere together with grandpa. :heart: They parted ways already back in 2004, so I
Current book favorites, randomness and gibberish
I've been reading a lot of books past months while I've been away. Yes, that's it, I've been doing at least something. 'Reading' is that something. In this journal I'm going to present a few of the books I've been paddling through. And even though reading is quite very unproductive, it is good for the mind and soul: you can learn new things and perspectives to think and perceive the world we live in. At least for me reading is, especially nowadays, the thing that keeps me sane: like @j0utsen has more than aptly said about herself. ;) So I found some old classics from my bookshelves that I decisively read through during this summer: The Pony Books of late 90s and early 2000s. I wanted to go them all through and find out which ones I still want to spare and which I don't. And if you know anything about this genre of books, you know that most of them are boring as crap. The story, the setting, is often the same: a girl likes horses, isn't the popular kid in school, moves to
A tiny little life update
It's been again quite a some time since I've been doing anything here in dA. It's the same old story, but there's also some stuff strongly tied into my current life situation. Nothing exciting, but I wanted to tell a bit about what's going on nonetheless. :D If someone wants to read. This isn't especially cheerful text to read, I'm going to vent a bit and ponder about the tiredness I've been feeling past months, so if that's not the thing you want to dive into at the moment, skip this journal and go read something more fun than me complaining about art struggles! So yes, as many of you know, I'm currently studying in a uni of applied sciences to become a graphic designer. For now it's (hopefully) my last and final year there and I'm getting closer to graduation. I'm honestly quite excited about it but also... Well, scared. What happens next? My self-esteem as an "artist", or more like as a creator of visual content, has been struggling since I got in school, just like back then
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Ymmärrän täysin, että joistakin vanhoista jutuista haluaa eroon. Niihin oli joskus ihan tyytyväinen - mutta nyt niiden katsominen lähinnä kuumottaa poskia tai huvittaa. :'D Pitäisi varmaan joskus siistiä omaakin galleriaa, sillä ne vanhimmat työt vuoden 2010 lopusta ja 2011 alusta ovat kröhöm... ihan jäätävää settiä. XD Toisaalta kuitenkaan kaikesta ei halua eroon, kehtiyskaari on mukava pitää esillä! Miusta siun töistä todellakin huomaa kehityksen. :3 Uudemmissa teoksissa huomaa selvästi sen, että tyylisi on löytänyt tietyn uoman ja tussien taidokas käyttö parantunut entisestään.
Hurjasti tsemppiä amkin ennakkotehtäviin!
Hurjasti tsemppiä amkin ennakkotehtäviin!